" ~LIVERPOOL~ "

Hehe.. I am now in LIVERPOOL, United Kingdom. Due to the line problem and my fully book schedule, I am very lazy to blogging. So, I just simplify my life here. =P

I am here for more than 1 month already. My life here is really very simple. Monday to Thursday go faculty for classes. My faculty is the nearest 1, compared with other faculty. Just about 5 minutes walking distance from Atlantic Point (hostel). After classes, I will either go to LRC (learning resource centre) or Liverpool city centre to buy food stuff or shopping.

The LRC here is really very different compared with Malaysia 1. There are few floors and each floor has different limitations and rules. Unlike Malaysia library style, here, we can eat, drink and chit chatting in the library. But, this is just limited in the ground floor. The higher floor you go, the silent it is and the more restrictions to follow.

Besides, I found that UK people really enjoy their life very much. You can see them on the street and shopping even it's weekday. They like to picnic under the sun and drink beer in the daytime, which we normally wont do in Malaysia. The most IMPORTANT thing is all the stuff here is quite cheap, especially shopping. There are lots of sales and offers here (may be cause of the summer sales, I not so sure about this), especially in PRIMARK. You can see the primark is full of people everyday. The stocks are constantly being renewed. If earn pound and spent in pound, UK life is really very wonderful. =)
P.S.: I heard my friend said that CHESHIRE OAK is a nice shopping place which we must go. You can get NIKE, GAPS and lots of branded clothes with cheaper price there. But I haven't free to go. May be next sunday I am going over there to shop. =P

During these 3 months of study, my timetable is full of the day trip and shopping plan. To date, I ever went to Chester, Manchester, New Brighton for kite festival, Oxford, York and Whitby. I can say that I am not at home during every weekend, except for this weekend. As the first and second modules ended already and my EXAMs for these 2 modules are coming soon on next Tuesday and Friday. So, I have to stay back home to study. Lots of notes and journals waiting me now.
After the exam, dissertation is waiting for me. T_T

I am very happy that I choose to come here for this 3 months summer top-up programme. This is because.. I experiencing different style of teaching method and some of my lecturers are the authors of the journals or reference books. During my first module, I was taught by Prof. Jim Waterhouse, who has more than 30 years of experience (if I am not mistaken) in doing the research on the effect of jet lag (?) and he ever proposed some theory on it. Besides, he's my poster supervisor. AND.. There are also some other lecturers who participating in some researches and publishing journals. We will never have such experience in Malaysia. @@"

Opps.. 3am d.. Have to continue study and then go sleep d. >"<

If you don't know anything, please shut up!!

If you don't know anything, please do not simply comment and bullshit around!! Shut your mouth please! You said you know me well. So, you should know my temper as well. I am not you guys. I always need to do the houseworks and settle my own stuff. If you really know my temper well, you should always know that i always lack of patient. I don't like to repeat same thing many times. But, you always asked me the same thing and i repeated to answer you for more than 3 times. It's very annoying. I am not born to answer your question repeatedly. Your own line got problem and made you can't receive the message, then i posted on your wall. Why you still wanna called me to ask? Don't you think you always choose the wrong time to ask me things? When you asked or called, mummy haven't come back. How do I know? You think mummy always let me know everything? Just as your case, did mummy let you know everything happened around? Every time, if not because of I ngam ngam holiday at home, mummy won't let me know what happened as well. Everything i knew, when i ever try to hide it from you?! Don't say about wai gong's dead. That one i wish to let you know de. But nobody allow me to do so. Everyone purposely remind me not to tell you. Except that case, other things i always tell you once i know. But then you said i am cold-blooded bitch?! FINE!!

Besides that, why you don't ask chau or yen? sha lee or jay shen or anyone else? Why you don't try to ask someone who may know more than me? You got a lot of other people to ask but you don't want!! In fact, i really don't know and lack of patient only. You said i am cold-blooded bitch!! Fine!!

Same as few days ago, I woke up that time the LCD screen already not function. I didn't do anything but you told chau that it's me to break the LCD screen!! You don't know the fact but you just simply comment and bullshit around!

Same thing again. Few days ago, you said i didn't concern about your brother. I wonder, do you know your brother well? I am now at home but he's now at kl. Do you think he will purposely call me and tell me everything happened on him? No! We used to be like that. I won't tell him what happened on me and he also won't tell me what happened on him! Unless I also at kl and i feel something wrong but still I have to ask then he MAY BE will tell me! And do you think I so free, everyday also call him and ask is it everything fine there?! Even i really do so, do you think end up i won't be blamed by your brother? Your brother will only ask me shut up and don't bother him too much!

Ok, I am cold-blooded bitch!! So, start from now, don't ask me anything!! I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!!!

Here, let me tell you the answer: wai po is now ok, no more pain already. She said don't wanna do operation first. Try to take medicine first and she feels no more painful already as long as she don't try to do hard work or carry heavy stuff. Here, you don't need to worry too much. There is a maid who is purposely hired to help wai po to do things and avoid wai po from feeling uncomfortable de. Tomorrow, wai po will take bus back triang le. That's all what i knew.

Qing Ming -- 4/4/10

Today is the real date of Qing Ming,one of the day for us to pay our respect to our forefathers at their tomb. But,since yesterday was sunday and most of my relatives free from their work at only weekend,so,we went to our grandfather's tomb yesterday.

As usual,we woke up early and went there early in the morning with the food as well as the joss papers to be burnt for my grandfather. Don't know why every year the date we chose always was the date when most of the people chose also. So,we again traffic jam jor awhile. Fortunately my grandfather's tomb is at somewhere we can take another path to be there very quickly. But.. My mum spent quite some time to park the car as she went to the wrong side and we don't know that there is another new path where is a really short cut for us to reach there and to park the car. At the end,we were the first to reach my grandfather's tomb but were the last to get whole family member there. @@"

There were a lot of families "played" the firecrackers as this is a year of tiger. Burn the firecrackers during Qing Ming is good for their families. erm.. Even though it's not good to comment anything,the firecrackers were very scary and dangerous as a lot of people passed by. *sigh*

After finish cleaning and burning the joss sticks,we "asked" for grandfather's permission by using two coins to eat the food we brought. First time,grandfather said no,he haven't finish "eating". Second time,we said that our grandmother hungry le. Then grandfather only said ok as second time we got two different side for the coins. XD

About 10am,we again cleaned up all things and then moved to my grandfather's brother's tomb. Actually is quite unfair de. We just few people went there only and the rest went back home le. A bit feel sorry to "him". >_<"

Guys.. Do you know about this?

Do you know
it needs a lot of courage

for a girl to face the guy she love with a messy look early in the morning

Do you know
when a girl's clothes being took off by a guy
and naked in front of him
she needs how much of love to be like that

Do you know
why girls like to sleep by facing you with their back
because they don't like to see your back

if you hug her to sleep together
she will feel secure for whole night

Do you know
girls treat all their love as their first love
and also their last relationship

Do you know
girls always like to jealous not because of they don't believe you
but because of you are too good for her
and she doesn't wish any other girl to notice about this

Do you know
the girl who love you angry at you
will always cry behind you after she blame you

Do you know
when the girl walk on the street after crying
her heart is going to die no matter got anybody looking at her or not

Do you know
she will only nag to the one she love
and will only show her temper to the one she care about

Do your know
her self-indulgence and bad temper
is actually to coquetry to you
so that you will pay more attention to her

Do you know
if she doesn't love you
she would not get angry on you
doesn't want you to coax her
and she would not cry for you
because the one she doesn't love has no such power

Do you know
when you turn away
and leaving her alone
how much is her fear and expectation

all these happen are just because she loves you
and all these are because of you still not fully understand her

girls always know too much things which she should not have to know
but guys always don't know too much things which they suppose to know

As a result, you both argue, you think that she has bad temper and she thinks that you don't accommodate her too much... ...
And then, you both fall into cold war, you think that she did not fully accept you and she thinks that you don't care about her ... ...

please give her a hug and a kiss, use your embrace together with your kiss to dissolve her sadness and her tear
Because she is afraid of your apartness, turn about and quiet. . . . . . . . . .

Two people who love each other been together have to
bear, understand, considerate and trust each other,
Otherwise, you will regret for the rest of your life when you really loss each other . . . . . .
Otherwise, your good future will also be destroyed in your own hands!

Hope that every guys can cherish the girls who accompany you
they pay out a lot for you and in return, they never ask for anything
they just hope that you can understand and hold their hands to move on your life together
Do not let the girl who loves you to cry
Do not let her feels sad
and do not let her feel despair and give up the hope!

Because if a girl really fall in love with you, once she lost her lover
means she loss the entire world ...
A girl of about 20 years old is the most beautiful, she is the most good, a bit mature, but also a little childish
A guy of about 20 years old is his darkest time, he has nothing , can not be independent and also do not want to rely on others, struggling and straying to search for his position

so if a guy at about the age of 20 to meet a girl who is almost same years with him, then he must cherish her,
because she spent the time when she is the most beautiful with him who has the most gloomy days of his whole life!

Girls will be blessedness as long as she can accompany him to pass through the time.

Girls.. Be mature when u grow up..

1. Turn around faster than the tears.
This is necessary.
After 20-years-old, you must learn to bear the sadness, you must know that it will past.
Do always tell yourself, I can be brave. Do not cry in front of others.
If others saw your tears too often, they will think that your tears is not worthy.

2. You've probably did many absurd things.
But please do not feel ashamed of that. Please do not think that it is unaffordable.
After 20-years-old, this is the beginning of your new life.

3. Whoever treat you good, you have to treat them the same as well.
Interpersonal relationships will always be with reciprocity. Two-way rule. No one have the obligation to treat you good.
After 20-years-old, open your eyes bigger, whoever treat you good, remember to treat him good as well.


4. Clear of your targets and fight for it.

Girls without talent is the best?! No such bullshit. To get a good marriage, first of all, girls must have talent.
And the crux of the problem here is not to get a good marriage. It's you be well in your life.
After 20-years-old, you want to go abroad? To find a job? Or to continue your study?
After 20-years-old, it's not far for you to get involved into the community, are you ready for it?

5. Do whatever you promise yourself, take the right action on the right time, avoid indecision and lingering.

For those who are soft-hearted, you will never success.
After 20 years old, should learn to face the reality and can no longer immersed yourself in your daydreams.

6. If you are in love, please do not pay out everything.
If you do so, then what will be left for your future husband?
Girls, we must learn to treat ourselves better, do not invest everything on the so-called "potential shares".
Whenever, be careful and aware of what's on your hands.

7. Learn to be saponaceous.
After 20-years-old, nobody gonna treat you as a child and so your mistakes will never be forgiven.
Do smile to the people and things you don't like, that's what we must learn.

8. Thanks those who ever hurt you.
And then on the day of your 20th birthday, wave your hand towards them and say, I will not hate you anymore.
Leave the enmity in your first 20 years old. You have to envisage the hurt people gave when you grow up.

9. Do not follow the trend of any non-mainstream.
Might as well learn to make-up, but not sootiness makeup, is generous decent makeup.
An interviewer from a large enterprise ever told me that a girl with generous and decent make up will be given priority.
Why? Because you do not even worry about your own look, what else you worry about?
There is no ugly woman in the world, only lazy woman.

10. Slimming, simply talk about it is more than enough.
When you succeed to be slim like a bamboo, you will find that dizziness, low blood sugar and low blood pressure are following you together with a series of diseases.
May be it's include the stomach cancer as well.
After 20-years-old, you should know that you still have a long way to go and you will only be guaranteed with a healthy body.

11. For those who play sb. off against one another, do not debunk him.
Wait until he finish acting of a good show hardly.
Then only tell him that you actually know everything about his good show.
Then, smile and leave.


12. Yes, you have reached the age of getting married legally, but you need not to be get married so fast.
Maybe you're in love, you both make a solemn pledge of love to be together forever.
But you are just over 20 years old, you don't ever know how long is your lifetime.
Marriage, is not only the business among two peoples, it's the business among two families. "Be matched for marriage" said by our older generation is reasonable, it's not unreasonable feudal thinking. For the marriage, you should holding the belief of it's only once in a lifetime, so do think careful when you choose your spouse. Do treat the amativeness as amativeness. Marriage, slowly think about it.

13. Vigorous love, just leave it for the age before 20.
You are already 20 years old. Do not do some silly things that would be laughed by others.
Those the actions like not going back home at night, argue on the streets, threat people with your dead, first cry second be troubled by third hang oneself and so on.
Those crazy stuffs, those young and frivolous, we had experienced them enough.
After 20-years-old, learn to take it easy.

14. Boyfriend, don't simply find someone to be your boyfriend just because of loneliness or follow the trend.
After 20-years-old, learn to be responsible on your own life.

15. Your favorite things, do not expect someone else to buy it for you.
20 years old, regardless of whether you've played vagueness before, you have passed the age of that.
Girls have to be independence and the basic is the independence of the economy.

16. If a guy told you that he is not worthy of you, do believe him.
A guy who said himself is not worthy of you, then he will never worthy of you forever!
Cherish has nothing to do with the ability and money!

Lastly. Always ready a smile for yourself and tell yourself that "I can"!

Jogging + badminton day ..

Today.. again.. I woke early in the morning of 645 to prepare to go jogging with my friends. But at the end, we departed at 815am as someone don't wanna to wake up. So, at the end, 4 peoples became 3 peoples to go. We just walked plus bit bit jogged for 2 rounds only.. Same.. Until 930am.. haha.. cause the sun was very bright.. I can only say that sunday the titiwangsa park is really quite a lot of peoples there to exercise.. Especially malays... Some of them danced, jogged, walked, pak tor-ing and so on there.

After that, we went to old town to have our breakfast. Here, there was some funny stuff happened. Once again, someone was being ignored as he's too quite until we always forgot him. Friday we went for movie that time i only forgot his existence.. Today, my friend forgot about his existence. We took turn to forgot about him.. haha..

1230pm.. we went to sri rampai to play badminton. Total 8 peoples. 3 of our direct seniors joined us as well.. Erm.. Even the court was really damn hot.. But we quite enjoy our badminton time geh.. Hopefully i wont muscle pain tomorrow. XD

Oh ya.. 1 thing to share here.. I found that underworld and CSI series are very nice !! I am now watching underworld. It is talking about the vampires and werewolf.. Recommended !! =P

CSI series also damn nice de.. But some of the dead bodies are quite disgusting de.. I always watch it during my meal and before i sleep. Fortunately, I still able to eat and sleep well.. =)

Earth hour...

Today is the earth hour.. 830 - 930pm.. Will you all turn off the light?

I am going to turn off the light d.. Then go out with my friends and find somewhere to yam cha.. haha.. No choice lo.. Since nothing else can do except sleep. But i am not gonna go sleep so early.. It's crazy to sleep at 830pm as i woke at 3pm.. ahaha..

At the end, I went to "Hometown steamboat" to have dinner together with angel, sean, jia jia n liang xin.. Jia jia n liang xin are my course seniors.. They both were same batch as angel. ^^

We chit chatting there until 1130pm only went back home. XD

some facts to share..

If someday I have to give up you, not I don't like you or don't care about you, but you really broken my heart! !

Dear,

if one day I have to give up you,

please do not doubt if I Fall in love with another person,

because I find that you don't appreciate me, and

give up you is not the decision I wish to make,

I don't want to threat you by giving up our relationship

because that's the word I never wish to say as I love you.

If there are days I really chose to leave,

then I am sorry as I am not want you to hold me back,

but to you I am really disappointed and feel hopeless to the relationship,

People always notice the good we ever had after we have lost it,

Before I decided to leave, I will give you a lot of chances,

if you take the chances i gave as the excuse for you to indulge,

there are days I really will leave,

although I will get hurt and feel sad,

but I understand myself,

once I really fall in love with somebody, I will be whole-heartedly

but once I really decided to give up,

then I would only cry once,

and then choose to forget,

do not think that our relationship will be restarted without the third party,

there is no such theory in my dictionary,

if I chose to give up and leave,

then I would never go back,

in your life. . am I important?

Do you ever care about me?

You ever read the messages I sent for you seriously? Is it always just myself to think too much?


Do not let the people around you waited too long!
If there are days I'm really gone,
will you able to find me again. Maybe I'm just a passing traveller of your life.

Jogging day + Daybreakers

Today.. I woke up early in 6am just to prepare for jogging with angel at the park of titiwangsa. We actually thought that there should have nobody else to jog de.. Who knows once we arrived there, we saw a lot of people were exercising there.. =)

But actually we din really jog la. Instead, we were walking around the park only. We were chit chatting during our walk. Discussing about her and my stuff. A lot and a lot. And we walked for 4 rounds. Even though we din sweat much, but i still feel quite nice de. As i am really too bored to stay at home.. Have to find something else to do.. Outside the house.. =P

We started from 730am like that until 930am. 2 hours. XD

After that, we went to PJ.. A shop selling the shape milk. There i knew 2 funny and chit chatting with them until 12pm ++.. Honestly, it's really nice and happy to talk with them. Besides, I did some measurement there too. found that my body fat is slightly above the range and I need to drink more water as the water content in my body is not enough. X_X

After that, i accompanied angel to settle some stuff and then had lunch with her until 230pm i only reached back home. =)

At night, 7pm, i went out with angel, sean and yee jiann. We went to tropicana city mall to watch DAYBREAKERS. When we reached tropicana, it's already almost 9pm. >"<

It's jam as it was raining that time. So, we 4 quickly had our dinner at subway which is just beside the GSC cinema. The movie started at 915pm.

When i finished and went into the cinema.. The movie was started.. I missed the trailers again.. Sad...

Honestly, daybreakers not as nice as i expected. It's quite bored. Its story line not good enough and we was scared because of the sound effect. Quite a lot of disgusting images. It bored until i keep on worrying don't know angel can accept the movie or not. As she don't like to watch horror movie. And i was thinking my own stuff. This proved that the movie really not so nice. If not,i wont be able to think so many. My lovely vampire disappointed me.. =_=

Because of the daybreakers, made me started to think should I go for "under the mountain"? I scared it will be not nice as shown in the trailer. The 2 movies i interested already got 1 disappointed me. Hopefully the "under the mountain" wont disappointed me as the "daybreakers".

So, have to start finding around and see can grab who to accompany me for the "under the mountain" le.. Anyone volunteer? =)

Nice hang out with my ex-housemates ~~

Today.. I was called wake by my ex-housemate at 9am.. because yesterday we said wanna go for movie or sing k together with another ex-housemates (almost 1 year didn't meet and gather with them le,damn miss them de... T_T ) after they finish their interview.. what will we do? all depends on the time they finish their interview..

Due to they finish the interview before 10am.. Still got a lot of time before 3pm.. As one of them wanna take bus back to penang.. So, we decided to go low yat red box to sing k. So, I quickly woke up and went to prepare to go out. =)

As i am quite lazy to wait for the bus.. So,i asked my brother to fetch me to titiwangsa monorail station by motor.. Unfortunately,i was wearing skirt.. and.. it's too hard for me to go on to the motor.. So, i tried some special method today.. My whole body was facing to only one side.. It's really scary.. On the way to titiwangsa monorail station, i keep on telling my brother that it's very dangerous and must ride motor slowly for my safety.. @@"

At low yat red box there.. I saw a leng zai worker.. =)

He's really funny.. Half way, i asked him (ngam ngam i went out from the room i can only see him there) to change the battery of the remote control.. but,because he was too far away from me.. So,i just shake my hand to him and pointed to our room.. He was also shaking his hand back to me.. His reaction so cute !! =P

Actually, our k time was until 2pm only.. Started from about 1030am like that. But at the end,we sang until 3pm only back.. I guess should be not much of people waiting outside.. That's why nobody come and delay the payment.. At the end,ourselves cant stand anymore and pay. After paying for the bill,we saw there showing "thank you and welcome again" then we thought no more already, that's should be last song to sing le. Who knows... We almost sing finish the songs we tagged.. Just left few songs in the lists was canceled. Really faint for this. It's really too long for 4 persons to sing k. @@"

Even it's a nice hang out.. But.. I was "dead" at a corner at the end. Cause i was too tired.. Don't know why.. I came back to kl for more than a week already. But still cant sleep well. Especially these few days... May be these few days i was too tired and somethings was bothering me. Made me cant sleep well. My mind ever keep awake during half way of my sleeping time. =_=

Last tuesday came back to kl until now.. I cant sleep well.. No appetite to eat somemore.. and somethings happened too. Even though i feel better and no more emo for that something as i plan to let go of it.. take it easy. But I still feel like wanna go back to my hometown. I was regret to come back for this time.

Hope everything will be ok and get back to their way soon. =)

P.S: Due to the bored, i am going to grab my friend and go jogging tomorrow morning. Try to release some of my "stress". XD

Desperate...

Really feel sad.. why the feeling i gave people is desperate?! I didn't mean to be desperate.. it's just the way how i talk and act.. I thought whoever know me well will know it's my style.. I don't know people will think it's desperate.. It's really hurt.. I felt that being misunderstood.. I really don't know...

其实我早应该了解 你的温柔是一种慈悲

但是我怎么也学不会 如何能不被情网包围

其实我早应该告别 你的温柔和你的慈悲

但是我还深深地沉醉在 快乐痛苦的边缘

你温柔的慈悲 让我不知该如何面对

再也不能给我任何安慰

再也阻挡不了我的泪水

你温柔的慈悲 让我不知道如何后悔

再也不可能有任何改变

再也愈合不了我的心碎

星语星愿

Don't know why.. today keep on thinking of this song.. @@"

其实，你不是不懂，不是不明白，只是，你选择假装不懂，假装不明白。。何必呢？或许，也是时候清醒，是时候让自己清楚，明白了吧？！别再傻了。。

我要控制我自己 不会让谁看见我哭泣

装作漠不关心你 不愿想起你

怪自己没勇气

心痛得无法呼吸

找不到 昨天留下的痕迹

眼睁睁的看着你 却无能为力

任你消失在 世界的尽头

找不到坚强的理由

再也感觉不到你的温柔

告诉我星空在那头

那里是否有尽头

就向流星 许个心愿 让你知道我爱你

What the girls want are really very simple..

1. When text-ing message with her, your reply must be fast, so that she will feel that you put everything aside immediately just to reply her, your reply must be more than what she text for you so she will feel you are care about her.


2. Everyday, before going to bed remember to give her a "Good Night" SMS, no matter how late you are, because she may have been waiting for you even though she told you it's doesn't matter if you are busy. Even if she had been fall asleep, once she wake up on the next day she will immediately go to check the inbox.


3. When you see the her misscalls, immediately call her back. Any time, do not let her cant find you, because she would have been very worry about you.


4. You asked her that did she miss you, if she said no, do not get mad because she did miss you.


5. Do remember that girls are always very shy, do not let her take the initiative for everything. Also not to ask her repeatedly when she is jealous, concern and care about you, as long as you understand and your heart feel sweet then it's more than enough as she don't wanna let you know that she wish to treat you well all the time.


6. Always visit her blog or wall, even you didn't leave any comment there, but she will be very happy once she know that you ever visit and concern about her stuff, and perhaps some mood is written for you. Incidentally, check what she had written there, her friend's message and comment, to know more about her little secret, then it's more easier for you to give her surprise.


7. Don't simply say break once you be together with her, even when you both are argue-ing. If she is too angry and run away, you just need to embrace her tightly then she will be able to calm down, as she is able to feel your love. Hope that you understand that she wishes you to hold her back to your side, if have to wait her to say so, you only hold her back then this is just the blandness she solicited.


8. Please put all your past aside before you decide to begin a new romance with her, you can keep all the memories and stuff given by your ex, but please put them in a hidden place that she will never found, because those She did not know will be her fatal injuries. Remember that girls are always very sensitive in this sense.


9. If you just spur of the moment and break with her, give each other time to cool down your mind, make it clear that she is the person who you want then just tell her bravely, no matter what means you have to use, just hold her back to you. If you really love her, do not let go of her, do not let her sad, do not let her tears, you always know that how silly she is, she will wait for you, you should know that how precious is the time for young girls! If you still got feel on her then don't fall on another girl within a month of break up, it would have meant in her doubly. You just swap roles and think about it, if your girlfriend got another boy friend on the next day of break up with you, how hurt are you?


If you have a girl, do cherish and love her well. Maybe you do not know that your concern, your smile, your kiss, hug, a simple action of touching her hair, will make her feel happy, what she really want is just so simple. She do not expect too much of surprises and romance, there you are her happiness. Do not let go of her easily as she is a silly girl, she will pretend to be strong enough and smile in front of everyone, but will hide at somewhere corner to cry alone at night, she will always listen to the song related to you, concern about you silently, fall sick and tears silently, slowly, she will change to be silent, begin to sing and play for the sad songs.

If you have a silly girl there, please do remember what you promised her. Please give her happiness and tell her with confident that: "I will let you become the world's most weal people, I want all people to envy you that you have a good husband."

changing mood

Recently.. really a lot of things happen around me.. made my mood keep on changing.. happy.. sad.. emo.. boring.. a lot a lot..

It seem like started when i came back to kl.. @@"

Few of my friends facing some problem in their relationship.. I really saw and listened a lot.. scared me.. myself also have my own trouble.. >"<

Really hope that all of my friends can have happy story with their partners.. For those who still single, surely include myself, can meet their own partner soon and have a happy story too.. No tears, no sad, only HAPPY + SWEET !!

The day before yesterday, i was troubled with the boring and emo feel.. Once i at home,i will started to think a lot a lot.. At the end,made myself to get emo.. But found nobody can make me happy.. So sad of this.. T~T

Before yesterday, i really hate to back home. As there are nobody can chat with me.. I always feel very lonely to be at home.. Everyday just facebook, msn and drama only.. Nothing else.. aiks...

But.. everything changed from yesterday !! Because of too bored, my friend and I went to shop at sungei wang.. Mostly we just window shopping la.. Cause we both had nothing to buy, just don't wish to stay at home only.. XD

After shopping for few hours, then we went over time square for movie with her friend. Damn sad de.. I got two movies wanna watch but found nobody can accompany me to watch.. At the end,i follow them to watch the movie i am not interested..

Sad ah... Who can accompany me to watch "under the mountain" and "daybreakers" ?

After the movie, we went to BBQ plaza to eat BBQ.. erm.. cant say very nice la.. but still acceptable lo.. =X

On the way back, i started to get emo again.. Think a lot a lot.. But once i reach back to setapak, i suddenly felt nothing.. My mood came back jor.. XD

Reached back home and took bath, then i started to watch drama. After that, then went to sleep le. Cause i really feel bored of keep on watching drama.

3am something.. I was awoke by my friend.. with the sound of crying and said that wanna come over my house to stay for a night. It's really scared me a lot. I quickly went downstair to wait for her. Then accompanied her until 6am ++ we both only fall aslept. Even though i don't like to sleep with people, i felt quite happy as too long time can't experience this kind of things again.. It's really too long time nobody sleep together with me since last time my ex-roommates moved out.

Erm.. Really hope that my friend can get out of the trouble and be happy always. Hope that everything can go smoothly as what she wish. Hope she can settle her problem soon and get back to the way she want to be. ^^

Wish all my friends can get what they want and wish. No more sadness and tears in front of me please. Hope that i wont cry for somebody anymore too. XD

Erm.. something before i end this post.. I have a new webcam and microphone jor.. Anyone feel like wanna video call me,then can do so le. ^^

Especially during the period when i am going over UK for 4 months. ^^

14 things that guys should not misunderstand about girls' thought

1. If you like the girl and confess to her, she refused, doesn't mean she doesn't like you, may be she is more shy, or want to see your good faith; she agreed, does not mean that she was very casual, because she also likes you, and are waiting for your confession.

2. If a girl likes you, you have to clear her feeling, like she had with her, but not more than 'foot boat' to play with her feelings, that would not worth the candle; if you don't like her, don't because of your boredom or doesn't matter then promise her, if you do so, you will hurt her, and perhaps even hurt yourself.

3. If she is caprice e'en wilfully making trouble to you, not because of she really unreasonable, but she wish to coquetry to you, so that you can coax her and give her a kind of feeling of being doted on. Besides, you have to know that she do so because of she had great trust on you, very dependent on you, and care of you very much.

4 . She did not sms or call you, doesn't mean she doesn't care about you or don't want you, she just wish that you can take the initiative to find her, let her feel that you care about her very much and will think of her.

5. The present she give you for some festivals and said that she casually bought it, you must thank her and appreciate of it because she spent a lot of time to prepare it, just she scare you don't like it only pretend that is doesn't matter whether you like the present or not.

6. If she praise or look at other boys in front of you, not because of she change about but because of she would like you to jealous for her so that she can know how important of she in your heart.

7. If she is unhappy, it's unnecessarily for you to buy things for her or to comfort her with a lot of sweet words, the only thing you need to do is hug her, let her know that you will always be there for her, then she will feel secure unexplainable.

8. If you contact with other sex too frequently and she knew about this, although she will act like nothing and don't care about this, in fact she's jealous with extreme, just that she don't wanna to show it up as she afraid that you will say she is nervous and unreasonable, then began to quarrel.

9 . Even though you are good to her, she did not behave as happy as you imagine, this is not because of she can't feel it, but because of she does not know how to express and she surely feel very touch of it.

10. If you found that she lied you, that is well-intentioned lie, because she's afraid that the more she explain the more you will misunderstand. you have to believe her that she loves you and don't want you to get hurt.

11. If you both have an arguement, and she tears, she's not want to act shamelessly or unreasonable, but she is compromise, you just need try to coax her, then she will be docile and obedient to you (for reasonable request)

12. She did not ask for your past, not because of she doesn't want to know, but she scare that you haven't put your past aside completely, when you can face your past, surely you will tell her.

13. If she always compare herself with your ex, don't think that she care about your past, she just has not enough confidence on herself, you have to tell her how much you love her to let her feel secure.

14. you ask her what to eat or where to go, and she said casually, not in half-hearted on you, but she would like to accommodate you, let you to decide.